Me again,he cheat 1yr ago,n 1yr b4 that, inbetween,horrific carcrash,mum died,left with r.s.d.?

damage frountal lobal part off head that controls EMOTIONS, {RITE,WRONG ETC}i hav bin hell and bk,smacked about etc,got 6kidsim still as in love know as 6yr ago.but;;i hate him,sumtimes.wot hes be ??????